I just want that thing. You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time.

To me, love is going to bed at night knowing that there is one person out there who is thinking of at that same moment. love is having a last call of the day be the one last person that you want to  talk to while lying in your bed just before the day is over. love is a smile, it’s the one thing that you always want to do when in love because if it’s true love, you’re happy. and not only is it a smile on your face, but love gives the power to forgive and work things out. most of all, in my opinion, love is an incredible feeling that everyone deserves to have in their life. no one can tell you if you’re in love or not because only you know. there is no time limit on love. you might love someone after one week or maybe after one year. love is different for everyone and that’s why it’s so unique.

love.

Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see. They can’t see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you’re in love. It’s inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can’t live without it. What you don’t learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn’t worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.

I heard that kisses on the forehead means something, like has that special meaning and this is what I found from a guy’s point of view:

WHAT DOES FOREHEAD KISSES MEAN?

It means that you’re the most important person for him, that you are part of his happiness. It means that God only knows the way he feels about you. That he has always loved you, that he loves you and that he will always love you. That he will always be there for you no matter what you say or do. That he will always forgive you.

I want to sleep with someone — but not in that way. I want to sleep next to someone, just feeling his heartbeat, and listening to his light snores, observing his chest rise and fall. Finally, in the morning, waking up with him still next to me, and being greeted with kisses on the cheek, on the forehead. Just a lovely thought.

that sweet feeling of falling in love.

Some people may get butterflies in there stomach but I get pterodactyles every time you stare into my eyes and smile. I can’t help but wonder if all of this is real or not because it feels like a fantasy. An illusion that I made everything up in my mind. Too good to be true in fact. I’m scared I might wake up from this dream of mine and figure out you’re not in my life. My heart skips a beat but at the same time it beats 2x faster whenever I see you walking in the hallways in school looking back at me with that smile on your face. I can’t help but wonder what goes through your mind every time you do that. Your touch, your hug, your kiss and your smile brightens up my day. No matter how bad of a day I am having. You seem to find a way to make it all better, effortless. I miss you the moment I lose sight of you. I envy all the other people that gets to see you all the time. Every moment spent with you is indescribable. And our love it is… inevitable. 

I fall in love with you over and over again. You and only you.